
Here is a samplin' from my Bible study journal I began just over a month ago ago:
Ps 119:9-16
What is it that I must do in order to know God more? What does it take to draw nearer to Him? How do I become more passionate in my walk with Christ? These questions are the pinnacle of all questions (and frustrations) that I myself and every other believer burn for an answer to. Each and every Sunday, the American evangelical takes a seat in church, stares at the pastor, jots down some notes, and walks away with fresh energy and a new resolution. Then Tuesday rolls around and we are all back to where we were the previous Saturday. Some of us would be doing good to remember what the life-changing sermon was even about last week. So whats wrong with this picture? Where has the concept of Christian growth gone so astray? All of us have the sincere desire to know the Lord more intimately, but few are taking the necessary steps to achieve this dream. During the backpacking trip this Spring Break, Reese, Doug, and I studied I Peter. The plan was to knock out a chapter a day, but we only made it to chapter 2. Why? Because we dug deep down into the scripture! We meditated, discussed, and applied each of the precious verses. We read the Bible like Gods Holy Word, not the morning paper. It was slow, but incredibly powerful. It was tedious, but very impacting. Only now am I beginning to understand what is involved in reading the Bible. For so long I have approached the Bible as a textbook, and my quiet time as a checkmark off the days to-do list. And Im not alone! This is why todays church goers are flabbergasted when growth is not occurring. Of course we arent growing, because we are not craving and longing for the pure spiritual milk (I Pet 2:2). The burning desire to know and grow in Christ requires fuel. It needs huge bundles of firewood, not little pieces of wet kindling. The cry of the psalmist in Ps 119:9-16 is so powerful. Whole heart...stored up...teach me...with my lips I declare...meditate...fix my eyes...delight...I will not forget. Wow. That right there I how I should approach the Father. That is the dedicated, passionate focus I need to have every time I open the Word. Some 365-day Bible is not going to cut it. If it takes me a month to finish a few chapters of I Peter, then so be it. Our Father desires quality, not quantity.